Abuse

I did a lot of mistakes and have so many regrets. But this one is unforgivable. Try to not mourn and worry, I decide to do something fun to distract myself. I called this activity abusing pen tablet.

I traced some my fave models' photos and decorate them. I did them for 12 hours hahaha... sucks. But yeah, kinda help.

I guess I will give the credits for photos I've been traced.
Thomas Penfound by Hanuk
Benoni Loos by CosmoMacdonald
Cole Mohr by Nicolas Ripoll
Ethan James by... it's only credited with "Ford", his mother agency, in place where I got this pic from.

I kinda like them, look how it turn more intensely from the beginning to the end. Hahaha, I wanna do Jeremy Young but didn't find the right image, I'm lazy to googliiing so yeah, maybe next time. 4 is enough today.

I wanna be adored. Check this song from Stone Roses. I love this song so bad. I always wanna be adored. Other things are great, but adore, is for ego, the most hunger people would find. Just my deepest thought... never happened in real life though. I wanna be adored is... just how cool that sounds...

My drawings, no tracing...

Ethan was yesterday and Cole was 3 days ago... I love drawing... I guess. It's so much fun, it's different from edit some photos or traced people... you see it needs more skill. True. I know it's true, you know it's true.Hahaha...but, I need to learn like.. so so so seriously.